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birthday coming up and I still feel like i'm mentally stuck as a child

I don't want to grow old

I don't deserve to grow old

there's literally no one around to acknowledge me,
but I wanted this didn't I?

I can't blame anyone for my self inflicted circumstances

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if only I had my mind in the present be telepathically replaced with me at 8 years old, maybe I could have saved myself from all of this

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fuck the indonesian military

free west papua from settler colonialism

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death to zionism and death to america
free palestine
butcher all genocide apologists

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a violent, verbally pedantic, stupid, attention-deficit fucking autist who's incapable of talking to anyone about anything

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i hate being neurodivergent why can't I just operate normally I hate this so much

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who can I even blame for me treating my problems as something to merely overintellectualize & analyze instead of confronting them?

is it really only the executive dysfunction on my part?

why did I have to be born this way

why did I have to choose to be this way

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i am completely fine with not having a support system anywhere

i am completely fucking fine

i don't need human connection or friends or a lover or a anything to sustain me

all I need is comfortable destitution

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@kittcalico anytime!!

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@kittcalico but do keep in mind it's pretty hard to get your hands on crypto while being a minor because most kyc exchanges require you to be 18+, for that I'd recommended buying crypto off p2p exchanges like bisq, or getting someone of age to buy it for u

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@kittcalico in the bible there should be enough information to get you started on learning PGP encryption, paying with crypto, and ensuring decent general opsec & whatnot

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I don't even remember anything from my trip I was just stupidly paranoid

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@kittcalico also don't buy shit from these telegram bots they r scamming