Oh man but I'd so fold so fast if I got a bf that loves me, so they respect my decision and wouldn't wanna fuck me till I'm ready.. Omd I'd lose my virginity that fucking day
If I wasn't Catholic I'd be such a big whore icl, but I feel guilty for being gay so I decided (?) I THIINKK I'm gonna remain a virgin, but man I'm so so so very jealous
The atmosphere in my house was so shitty for a whole month, I felt like killing myself every fuckin day ๐ It's been 2 years and I think they're trying to forget/ignore it, they said I was still young and I'll "grow" out of it ๐ซ
I rmb the day I came out to my mom, and I still wanna die over it ๐ซค I asked her if she still loved me and she stayed quiet for a good 5 mins and tried to convince me to go to the doctor to "cure" me and there are still a ton of shit I don't want to think about ๐ฅด
the hottest form of dominance is honestly just competence. knowing where weโre going. making the reservation. ordering when i canโt decide. moving me to the inside of the sidewalk. โcome with me.โ โeat.โ โsleep.โ โiโll sort it.โ yeahโฆ iโm listening.
Idk but I feel like a piece of shit cause I told quite a few of my friends about this, and he said he didn't realize he did that and I just felt like deleting myself cause I felt like a piece of shit
Throwback to that one time a friend of mine tried to put his hand in my pants and was about to grab my dih, but I stopped his hand. I was super uncomfortable, hid myself in the toilet quietly crying, cause my roommate was still asleep.