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just a dumb bitch | relapsing again fuck everything

[moth @continmouth]

i won't be happy till I look like this </3

[moth @continmouth]

I can't relapse with ana because I don't want to have heart palpations again and I need to be strong and healthy. to live the life I wanna live I can't be weak and fragile like my soul craves. the life I want to live requires my body to be thriving, not hanging on my a thread

[moth @continmouth]

literal goals

[vivanillpiee @vivinellaa]

Can’t get over the difference of what a couple months can do

[moth @continmouth]

@whiitepearll it happens, I remember watching a YouTuber many years ago talk abt bping n how she almost died because this happened to her

[moth @continmouth]

@luvdnight I'm so jealous,,,, it's so hard to find real h where I'm at 😭😭

[moth @continmouth]

I need to stop eating so fucking much :(

[moth @continmouth]

so I did not start restricting 😭😭 maybe I should start tmrw

[moth @continmouth]

old bodychecks from many years ago, I need to look like this again 😭😭😭😭

[moth @continmouth]

@jdot119 literallyyyyy

[moth @continmouth]

reposting this so I can reread it and make this relapse worth it, I'm srsly locking in idc idc idc

[moth @continmouth]

here's a little meanspo thread with thinpso & bonspo
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🏷️ ricecaketwt edtwt 3dtwt proana

[moth @continmouth]

since I can't cxt myself bc it's so hot where I live I would get heatstroke if I had to cover up I'm just going to relapse with ana and get small as fuck again. gonna take before pics and then a month from now take after pics

[moth @continmouth]

my head and heart hurts, haven't eaten in a day and idk if I can make myself do so

[moth @continmouth]

@H0RRORVOlD hiii

[moth @continmouth]

@vrtuaIcwts plz

[moth @continmouth]

@unicornca1s I hate seeing pics of her as thinspo, she was such a sweet soul. I was her friend on ed insta too and I feel ur post with my whole heart. I've scrolled thinspo threads, saw her photos and just started bawling bc I wish she was still with us. ur not alone

[moth @continmouth]

@puppiecalz omg I just bought this today, I love it so much but I hate the thing it says on the side 😭

[moth @continmouth]

I just made a tuna salad with canned tuna, cucumbers, greek yogurt, lemon juice, jalapenos, and lots of herbs and spices and it's so so fucking good omg first meal I've had in over a day lets goooo

[moth @continmouth]

@juniperonline_ not at all that's a small amount

[moth @continmouth]

@arimoon0 squats n protein will do it! I used to take a gallon water jug and hold that too while I did squats and it really helped build my ass. I actually have this whole workout routine I made that really helped my ass get fatter n my waist look smaller. I could dm it to u?

[moth @continmouth]

@arimoon0 I feel u, I wanna have a nice thigh gap but still wanna keep my fat ass 😭

[moth @continmouth]

this is my first time eating out at a restaurant since I've relapsed with ana and this illness is fucking hell I'm so fkn anxious fml