I think when you’re transitioning from being a people pleaser into a person with more boundaries it can feel so weird – it's hard to tell if you’re being mean or if you’re actually just respecting your own feelings, because you’re so used to putting other people's feelings first.
exactly a year ago was the last text we exchanged. a year ago all of our lives changed. its been the hardest year yet but I know you are keeping a close eye on us all. i miss you beyond words can explain, Em. i love you lots. this isn’t goodbye but until i see you again 👼🤍
Happy Birthday, Em. I miss you and love you so much. I hope you’re dancing in Heaven with an espresso martini in one hand and a hookah in another just laughing at everything. 👼🤍✨
Visiting you yesterday solidified that you really are gone and I’m not okay with that. I miss you so much. Thank you for watching the sunset with me yesterday though, angel. 🕊️🤍
Right now I can’t AFFORD anymore situations in my life that bring out the worst in me. It’s exhausting and requires too much for me to recover from. I need calmness and gentleness in my life. I need calmness so tired of chaos. Anything outside that I don’t have the capacity for.
I think my 🚩 is that, I never know how to talk about my feelings. I talk to myself in my head a lot about how I feel & I explain it so well, but getting it to actually come out my mouth is so hard.