a lot of times a painful feeling fills me and i dont think theres any way out of it and i try to do things and function or distract myself out of it but it makes everything i do worse and hurt and drains all my focusand patience and makes me want to lie down but lying down
and just fruitlessly try an distract myself and lie down and do shit and lie down feeling completely helpless about this feeling trynig to psychoanalyzwe it every way that i can to find out why its happening and even if it feels like i understand why its there this time
if you see a girl you are friends with start being too much into catholicism etc, you need to hit her with a rolled up newspaper and say "bad girl! " until she stops