Life Update: I quit my job, started keto, have listened to my body because I finally feel like I can hear it, and I am the happiest and feel the best I have felt in 6 months! To positive changes. I will never again allow a job to cause me that kind of stress on my body!
I'm letting myself be sad. I never allow myself to be sad...because I think I'm stronger than that...and I down play situations to make it seem like it would be silly to be sad. This time I'm allowing myself to be sad and that is ok.