Cooloashford☮️🖤

∆The end for me. a beginning for others
last 30 days documentary
yes I'm the typical guy you hate

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

29th February 2025. I'll be gone.
I know a lot of people are gonna say it's an emotional depression and you'll get over it bla bla bla. Or say "just try therapy" meanwhile my ears all fulllll of those useless words from therapists.
I've been planning this for three years.🤍🖤

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

Tomorrow's the final day.

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

I plan on releasing a video. It's gonna cover most of the information about this decision. I have less than 5 days left.

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

It's 5:43 am. Waiting by the street for the bus to go to work.

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

Left the house at 5:30 for work like usual. Nothing's different. Even till the end. Life's still going. Money is low. The job I hate. I spent most of the night reading and doing calisthenics.

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

Last night I couldn't get a blink of sleep. Everyday is getting adding struggle to the pile on my mind. I'm not overwhelmed or crying but it's certainly getting stronger. I Don't get overwhelmed by this fact that it's gonna happen. It's just sooner than it should be

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

[Mon, Feb 3]
I haven't posted because I was lazy and didn't want to do so. My last 30 days my decision. Nonetheless the process is the same. I went to work, came home, went to the gym and then home again.

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

Day 01/30. Adam documentary last 30 days.

It's 5:58 am and I'm in the bus going to to work. Woke up at 3:08 but was still sleepy so took another nap to 5:20 and got up and got dressed for work and left the house.

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

These posts will contain no bitching no whining. They're gonna be pure factual documentaries, raw made from the real person himself nearing his end. Nonetheless it's interesting both for haters and others who follow for any reason.

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

29th February 2025. I'll be gone.
I know a lot of people are gonna say it's an emotional depression and you'll get over it bla bla bla. Or say "just try therapy" meanwhile my ears all fulllll of those useless words from therapists.
I've been planning this for three years.🤍🖤

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

And it's a decision based on pure logic and calculations. Completely on a different level from an emotional momentarily decision that teenagers make.
At this point **nothing** and **no one** can **change** change my mind. My mind is made of steel.

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

So in regard of that I've decided to make a video or Post everyday regarding what I do in the last 30 days. It might be useful to a loser out there who's begging for help from others. *Unlike me*.

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

Whatever makes life more "livable" for you , it makes you as much sensitive to getting broken by it.

Dec23

New years will come and go don't timeline it for changes.

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

No more forgiveness by mercy ,
I recover and remember and exact my revenge then will forgive you.
#20yearsisenoughtolearn

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

What is a ... Doing in a party if he can't dance with the animals? Are there only animals here?
#cooloashford

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

@craigs801ut Do you know Emma gabbeys social media

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

@craigs801ut Hey listen

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

The meaning and emotions behind words are differently received in every culture ,

Be careful with your body language and tongue when you're in foreign countries.

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

My voice is drowned deep in an ocean of words I can't currently vocalize them ,

Everyday I try to try harder and somedays I actually work harder and produce more results ,

One day I will talk to my fullest knowledge and unleash my suffocating desires to the world.

[Cooloashford☮️🖤 @cooloashford]

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