i have gone crazy research mode bc iโve been going psycho bc of my untreated adhd/ocd (getting back into therapy) itโs just so interesting how my favorite dopamine sources become redundant with my mild meth prescriptions
the curse of not enjoying music as much after being medicated for adhd FUCKING SUCKS. music being a source of dopamine that many adhd people use as motivation for tasks etc. I DONT DO HOMEWORK WITH MUSIC ANYMORE I DO IT IN SILENCE MEDICATED. itโs so foreign
like woah damn i really am fat. iโm the biggest size in most retail stores. woah everyone knows and they are disgusted by me. i know how your little eating disorder brains work. and yes im too subborn for ozempic.
like woah damn i really am fat. iโm the biggest size in most retail stores. woah everyone knows and they are disgusted by me. i know how your little eating disorder brains work. and yes im too subborn for ozempic.
being a size 8 was a nightmare for me now iโm a size [redacted]. lowkey the universe made me fat to challenge my
eating disorder i still have ๐๐
like i have no daily consistent friends anymore besides my roommate and my gf but i really donโt give a fuck to talk to anymore BECAUSE I HATE THEM ALL. get me out of here. iโm so serious i fucking hate everyone at temple university
i donโt know what contentment is for because i am stupid. i want friends but i donโt want friends. i think i just want to like someone and enjoy their company. this perpetual loneliness will end i just need to figure out my priorities