it feels like everyone else knows some secret about socializing that nobody told me. i feel so alienated why cant i just interact with others like a normal person
i didn't cut my hair for months bc i thought i was going to look uglier with short hair, but then i did anyway, and literally nobody noticed, so i guess i look the same, it's like a weight's been lifted off my shoulders, now i cut it every time i need closure about something
@IwaHatesU thank you so much for caring, that's so sweet of you❤️but it's okay, really, i've thought about it so many times, but i just can't do it, she's still my mom, and i don't want to get her in trouble
Nobody talks how it feels seeing everyone having fun w their lives while you're stuck in this strange state of tiredness, sadness, and emptiness that just won't go away.
there's a good chance i'll move abroad with my dad for university next february, it's not a sure thing yet, but as soon as it is, i'm telling my friend i'm in love with him, since i'll probably never see him again i have nothing to lose
a couple of months ago i watched Skins US believing it was Skins UK, i was so confused about the characters not looking the same as in the insta reels, but i let it slide and ended up liking it soooo much, now i'm watching Skins UK and i liked the US version better so far😭
@oftheworld88 yeah, that's what i should do, i just can't bring myself to do it because i really don't think he realizes how uncomfortable he is making me feel, and that's on me, but you're right, thank u <3
i have this friend who has a crush on me, and I don't see him that way, which I made clear over a year ago, but still he won't leave me alone, he keeps insisting and being intense and i don't want to hurt his feelings, but i don't want to talk to him, i hate him