Listen, if you're trans you NEED to interact with trans people outside of the internet. Like, genuinely it's non-optional. The kind of brain rotted self loathing bullshit you just IMMERSE yourself in when you only find community in online spaces is genuinely evil.
Worse: Your ADHD makes you avoid playing games because it keeps telling you “time to do some work!” and it never happens so you just wasted another day literally doing nothing but SITTING