the worst part is that its just a vicious cycle. im so demotivated to do anything,, iโm digging myself into a deeper hole. fuck me and i can only blame myself. iโm a worthless lazy sack of shit.
i am genuinely scared of the future right now. everyday i just see worse and worse news, like this is fucking hopelessโฆ im feelin depressed n shit i just wanna cry rnโฆ