in addition, i think it's quite refreshing that lohen (along with other characters) symbolizes how not only trauma can fundamentally change you as a person and alter your life, but it can lead to the cycle of trauma continuing until you, individually, learn to break it.
Apparently amiami doesn't directly take discover cards unless its through paypal so actually I'm just torturing my debit card. CAPITAL ONE USED TO GIVE OUT VISAS I THOUGHT MY CARD WAS A VISA
Also lowkey loving that the truth lohen has been struggling to accept is that he isn't "special" while the truth childe has been struggling to accept is that he is "special"
Coped by doing Lohen story quest and...yeah he just very quickly went up in the ranks of just like me fr characters because that hit extremely close to home holy shit