Life was going great, turned utter shit, but I am gonna stream today at 1900 gmt+1 and yes, the quacks are active, there are beanboozles and lets just have a good time and not think about stuff!
Don't know if anyone sees tweets from me anymore, been a while since I have done socials. Well, latest update is that I am hitting the gym a lot, getting a lot of tattoos etc. Once I post a pic here, I might look very different from what I used to.
Feeling sorrow when having depression (+cptsd) feels like being dipped into emotional acid and having your skin slowly boiled off while being alive to feel it all.
"Why don't you stream anymore?"
This is my answer. I am working on myself still. I am taking a break to finish a little bit more of "Project Me".
https://t.co/pPnPkZq6vI
So there is stuff people don't know about me. Like for instance that I am growing out my hair for a reason, and I didn't shave in November, and a lot of what I do has purpose and reason. Hair is getting donated to kids with cancer that want a wig.
Beard was not shaved so that people would ask and I could tell them about NSN and prostate cancer. I will continue to do stuff in the background for good causes even if I haven't streamed in 4 weeks.
@captainwrecker Getting there takes time. So I will be better once things calm down at work, the stress and physical goes better and the mental gets a little more even. Soon I will return!
So with this Twitter blue thing, if I write that I don't feel good and I wish someone would talk to me, it won't be seen on someone's/anyone's page because I don't have blue and not priority? Just curious.