@bunnneli no, i get it. they're disordered, but you're disordered too. you have the right to vent about something that distresses you, even if they're mentally ill as well. we're all mentally ill and frustrated
@VoidinFlesh i suspect i have cptsd (no access to a diagnosis right now) and the issue is just always feeling like you haven't gone through enough. i still compare myself to the pain of others, i never feel like i had it "bad enough." the ppl you may compare yourself to likely think the same
yesterday my laziness saved me from a binge lmao. i was going to allow a snack last night but i was doomscrolling so i just told myself "ill get it after this video." ended up staying in bed for hours and eventually fell asleep #edtwt#edrtwt
@mourningillness@doelibrary setting spray after makeup helps with locking it in and preventing it from melting. putting primer before makeup helps with that too. but yeah it's still a worry how the makeup will end up looking by the end of the day