these events have set me back years. im angry because I was getting better. so this is the reason why I've been gone. im not sure how active I'll be on social media for a while.
I know some people were quite worried about me so this explanation is for you guys. im alive, but not very okay. im still not dealing with this stuff very well. its frustrating because besides the ED, I was getting better wrt schizophrenia.
@candycorncals I've been absolutely horrendous and going insane and terrified of social media. also been working a lot. how have you been getting along?
nobody ever talks about how madness can be so appealing. im tired of fighting against it. what if I just stopped fighting and let it happen and destroyed my life and went out with an explosive bang
am sorry for not being active. ive been so busy and some stuff has come up recently I just...stopped talking to people. things have been so difficult and im trying to beat off another psychotic episode. im so tired though