everyone is gay in heaven ๐ abolition is the future ๐๐๐ maybe a writer, one day. forthcoming work in @bullshitlit @flashfroglitmag, @capsulestories
this account keeps getting b*nned for literally no reason and then unsuspended and iโm over it so follow me @cosmic_dripped this account will be erased and put on private as my backup account. thx !
most of the time when iโm sick (covid, flu, food poisoning) i become incredibly weepy and clingy and iโm sure itโs bc of that lol. itโs also why i make it a huge point to avoid getting sick bc i mentally cannot handle it sometimes.
when i was a kid and we had the flu my mom would yell at us if we didnโt make it to the bathroom in time and threw up in the hallway. apart of me like gets it (dad worked night shift, usually all three of us were sick at once etc) but wow it def did something to me :)
we got my son an easel and art supplies for his birthday and he calls himself an artist now. i love the confidence of small children, i hope he never loses it. he is making such beautiful art.
lovely peopleโ issue 05 is live now! dive into this collection of work by eleven writers and their ideas about grief and love, nature and existence. we're so proud of it ๐ฅฐ
https://t.co/UFTOEHv2Fv
"I was in a bedroom in Leffertโs Gardens, burning.
I listened to a slow song on a loud train, went to a noise show, only saw your baby face
walking up and down the avenue, hungry and strung out."
"Slow Song" by Belle Gearhart.
https://t.co/jPqRo1fCMa
iโm really lucky to have a partner that helps financially support me while in school but i felt so much guilt about that too which is why i went back to work in the first place lol. im very unwell!!!
i went back to my old kitchen job about a month ago to help pay my school bill but iโm contemplating quitting because my mental health is completely in the gutter but iโm having awful anxiety abt quitting bc i hate letting people down, and it just feels like this stupid cycle.
i am in the thrust of the worst depression iโve ever experienced while my life is simultaneously falling apart and i have to continue going to work and school and being a parent. tragic.