Belle Gearhart

everyone is gay in heaven 😈 abolition is the future 🐝🐝🐝 maybe a writer, one day. forthcoming work in @bullshitlit @flashfroglitmag, @capsulestories

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

wow so thankful to @flashfroglitmag for publishing this lil story! hope u all enjoy it!

[Flash Frog @flashfroglitmag]

NEW STORY ⚡️🐸

“Appetite” by @cosmicdrip_ is now up!

Art by @jackie_staikos

https://t.co/DOmjePgYYy

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

this account keeps getting b*nned for literally no reason and then unsuspended and i’m over it so follow me @cosmic_dripped this account will be erased and put on private as my backup account. thx !

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

most of the time when i’m sick (covid, flu, food poisoning) i become incredibly weepy and clingy and i’m sure it’s bc of that lol. it’s also why i make it a huge point to avoid getting sick bc i mentally cannot handle it sometimes.

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

i have a stomach bug/food poisoning and i am ready to meet god, this shit isn’t fair

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

when i was a kid and we had the flu my mom would yell at us if we didn’t make it to the bathroom in time and threw up in the hallway. apart of me like gets it (dad worked night shift, usually all three of us were sick at once etc) but wow it def did something to me :)

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

asking everyone for k*tamine for christmas

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

missing this special day in the mountains :(

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

also absolutely crying at r photobombing post shower in the background

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

out here

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

we got my son an easel and art supplies for his birthday and he calls himself an artist now. i love the confidence of small children, i hope he never loses it. he is making such beautiful art.

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

five years ago today i saw bob dylan at the beacon, my life was changed, i wish i could go back to who i was then

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

i also had a short story published in this issue of @indigolit_ thanks so much! ♥️

[Indigo Literary Journal @indigolit_]

lovely people— issue 05 is live now! dive into this collection of work by eleven writers and their ideas about grief and love, nature and existence. we're so proud of it 🥰

https://t.co/UFTOEHv2Fv

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

thanks to @rejectionlit for publishing my poem about my dad, my brother, hunger and addiction ♥️♥️♥️

[Rejection Letters @rejectionlit]

"I was in a bedroom in Leffert’s Gardens, burning.
I listened to a slow song on a loud train, went to a noise show, only saw your baby face
walking up and down the avenue, hungry and strung out."

"Slow Song" by Belle Gearhart.
https://t.co/jPqRo1fCMa

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

my account got b*nned for no reason. i appealed literally everyday until they gave it back. let’s fucking goooooo

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

hello girlies i am back!!!

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

i’m sorry but that blonde lady’s album is boring af

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

@wordisbond all we know is embarrassment 😭😭😭

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

i’m really lucky to have a partner that helps financially support me while in school but i felt so much guilt about that too which is why i went back to work in the first place lol. im very unwell!!!

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

i went back to my old kitchen job about a month ago to help pay my school bill but i’m contemplating quitting because my mental health is completely in the gutter but i’m having awful anxiety abt quitting bc i hate letting people down, and it just feels like this stupid cycle.

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

i am in the thrust of the worst depression i’ve ever experienced while my life is simultaneously falling apart and i have to continue going to work and school and being a parent. tragic.

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

@wordisbond absofuckinglutely!!!

[Belle Gearhart @cosmicdrip_]

i have unfortunately become the poetry student who only writes about mental illness and pills, oops sorry