@omgsidewalks I know youre not supposed to but my gut reaction is to swerve or brake 😅 almost hit a possum the other day and was glad there were no other cars nearby. A turtle a couple weeks ago! Does make me sad to see them in the road tho :(
@skyshimii From experience with an alcoholic, they dont eat much to save for the calories taken in from alcohol. Not healthy but it makes sense to them
Its hard bc I know im better than this but there's a hold on me I can't explain. I want better but won't receive better in this instance and I dont think i can fix it.
i hate how physical touch as a love language gets reduced to sex and kissing when it's more like... handholding, laying your head on their shoulder, putting your legs over their lap, tracing their palm, tucking your feet under their thighs. just touching for touching's sake.
I literally fucking hurt myself the other night (nothing threatening) but it seems like nobody cares about my own pain in comparison to their life pain
I feel like i should be happier than I am, all things considered. I have what I need, what I want.. except 1 thing keeps devastating everything and makes me not want to exist.