kels

woman of many almost talents

[kels @cosmickels]

This talk was much needed. The love is there but I dont exactly know where we stand as partners 😔

[uu @um33m3]

i let so much shit slide you’d think i was a laxative

[kels @cosmickels]

@omgsidewalks I know youre not supposed to but my gut reaction is to swerve or brake 😅 almost hit a possum the other day and was glad there were no other cars nearby. A turtle a couple weeks ago! Does make me sad to see them in the road tho :(

[kels @cosmickels]

@nixieberry Neither?

[kels @cosmickels]

@dailyprotag Yeah bc im not making use of the summer weather and sun thats supposed to cure my winter depression

[kels @cosmickels]

@skyshimii From experience with an alcoholic, they dont eat much to save for the calories taken in from alcohol. Not healthy but it makes sense to them

[kels @cosmickels]

Its hard bc I know im better than this but there's a hold on me I can't explain. I want better but won't receive better in this instance and I dont think i can fix it.

[kels @cosmickels]

Damnnnn it sucks being right

[kels @cosmickels]

And after a couple good days... just like always there's a catalyst to ruin fucking everything

[kels @cosmickels]

@grok help

[kels @cosmickels]

Bro how do I turn private mode off

[ٰ @notsorealfgs]

january me would not believe the fucking life
i have lived this year

[kels @cosmickels]

God FUCKING damn it.

[𝒶rα˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @yslmammi]

i hate how physical touch as a love language gets reduced to sex and kissing when it's more like... handholding, laying your head on their shoulder, putting your legs over their lap, tracing their palm, tucking your feet under their thighs. just touching for touching's sake.

[kels @cosmickels]

I literally fucking hurt myself the other night (nothing threatening) but it seems like nobody cares about my own pain in comparison to their life pain

[kels @cosmickels]

I gave into the urges and nobody noticed. I should be happy but ive been numb for so long. I cant elaborate because my hurt doesn't compare to theirs.

[kels @cosmickels]

I feel like i should be happier than I am, all things considered. I have what I need, what I want.. except 1 thing keeps devastating everything and makes me not want to exist.

[kels @cosmickels]

Can't wait to see my little guy later ughhh I miss him so much 🥺 thinking about taking him to the library this week just to see what he thinks of it

[kels @cosmickels]

I'm happy but my heart feels tight. Why?

[kels @cosmickels]

Imma need yall to get a life please and thank you