Why do I feel like I’m not worth it when in reality you literally don’t know what good and stable looks like. You always say this or that is not a reflection of you but of them well this is a reflection of you not knowing what you have. It’s so frustrating
I am a competitor because I love competing. To me Valorant is the form of art which I choose to express myself through currently. I don't engage in self-expression to build a career/brand or to make money. I will compete regardless of what can be gained from it; if there was no money, fame or even audience in competition, I would still compete. My goal as a competitor is not to increase my value to businesses, nor is it to increase my value to fans, it isn't even to win; my goal is to become the best player I can be and anything that comes along with it is a bi-product. I have no problem dedicating my life entirely to doing the things I love, even if I gain nothing from them besides fulfillment.