So sick and tired of pouring effort into, noting favorites, remembering quirks for the wrong people. Yall can have love, keep that rotting filth away from me.
The sad moment when you realize how alone you actually are. No one ever messages or texts you first. So you stop putting effort into people who don't put effort into you, and you end up spending your life at home, never going anywhere
Let's stop sugarcoating it. Ghosting is rude. It's immature. It's selfish. And it's pathetic. I don't care if it's a friendship, a talking stage, or a relationship. Disappearing on someone who's been consistently showing up for you is not "protecting your peace." It's avoiding accountability and honest communication.
Finally live after fighting all day with technogy deciding it wanted to not work proper & being forced to constantly troubleshoot~ Temporary short hair tings
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When I like someone, I instantly start going too hard. I am too available, too giving, too loyal, too thoughtful, too reliable. I need to calm down and only be what someone is to me. That's my problem. I always love how I want to be loved hoping it gets reciprocated
Wish I had never opened up. So many spots in my barriers crumbled and rebuilding is rough on the heart and mind. One step at a time and I'll feel normal again.
Live with another late night stream finally on cam again my sleep schedule is in hell nfiejfosjifjsoei halp come through makeup tings & gaming :3
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Live now showing more love to the new pc @AMD & @xidaxpcs blessed me with come through and see how amazing this beauty is! We are also pulling for Lauma on #GenshinImpact then who knows come find out :)
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