me this morning: i’m fr gonna lock in today and stick to my limit, no more overeating and binging!
me rn: huge chicken burrito for dinner? hell yeah let’s go
was basically just held hostage by my flatmate and had to listen to this year’s obsession with some fugly mediocre man FOR LIKE TWO HOURS LIKE WHO CAREEEEEES get a diary
there’s this bitchass girl at my uni classes that i hate with a passion like why are you a mean girl AT UNIVERSITY and we’re studying to be social workers????
i swear they have a “how to be an asshole without feeling bad about it to people who’s health depends on you” course in med school or something cause why is every doctor like that
@bluestberries yeah i was put on this devil’s medication when i was 18 and not only did it not help mentally, it also made me gain like 20 kgs within 5 months….
gynecologist having empathy and understanding that the examination isn’t just uncomfortable but straight up hurts challange: failed once again (and this is why i refuse to see them again unless i’m sure i’m dying)
on a brighter note today my nephews told me i’m “too skinny” and my sister gave me a bigger plate of food and cake compared to everyone else and said it’s because “i can afford to gain weight” ❤️ #itssoworthit
i feel like such a weirdo i thought about making myself pasta for lunch and i started feeling so guilty even just considering that that i was ready to purge…mind you i literally didn’t even eat anythinf yet tf