hazy

i am punished by love

[hazy @crackcals]

not me getting diagnosed with ptsd 💔💔 i genuinely keep collecting “doomed and feel horrible forever” disorders like it’s my j*b

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me this morning: i’m fr gonna lock in today and stick to my limit, no more overeating and binging!

me rn: huge chicken burrito for dinner? hell yeah let’s go

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“hanyszor mondjam meg el hogy KIVAN A FASZOM AZ EGESSZEL” so real nekem is

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was basically just held hostage by my flatmate and had to listen to this year’s obsession with some fugly mediocre man FOR LIKE TWO HOURS LIKE WHO CAREEEEEES get a diary

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there’s this bitchass girl at my uni classes that i hate with a passion like why are you a mean girl AT UNIVERSITY and we’re studying to be social workers????

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“nagyon le vagy fogyva” ❤️❤️ #worthit

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saw this lady i haven’t seen in a few months and she immediatly went “omg you’ve lost so much weight! eat!!!!” girl plz all i do is eat

[hazy @crackcals]

saw this lady i haven’t seen in a few months and she immediatly went “omg you’ve lost so much weight! eat!!!!” girl plz all i do is eat

[!!! @emiiiwii]

how i feel tweeting with zero views, zero likes, and zero replies

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i swear they have a “how to be an asshole without feeling bad about it to people who’s health depends on you” course in med school or something cause why is every doctor like that

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@bluestberries yeah i was put on this devil’s medication when i was 18 and not only did it not help mentally, it also made me gain like 20 kgs within 5 months….

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gynecologist having empathy and understanding that the examination isn’t just uncomfortable but straight up hurts challange: failed once again (and this is why i refuse to see them again unless i’m sure i’m dying)

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i was right she did not give a shit btw

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can’t wait to cry about it to my therapist who will probably not give a shit yayyy❤️

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on a brighter note today my nephews told me i’m “too skinny” and my sister gave me a bigger plate of food and cake compared to everyone else and said it’s because “i can afford to gain weight” ❤️ #itssoworthit

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probably ate like 1400+ cals today i have the worst guilt and purging urge ever idk what to do i feel horrible

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i h8 one of my flatmates and her dumbass bf who is here every other day they’re so annoying ugh

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i feel like such a weirdo i thought about making myself pasta for lunch and i started feeling so guilty even just considering that that i was ready to purge…mind you i literally didn’t even eat anythinf yet tf

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can’t believe i’ve been openly insane for 6 years now❤️ time flies when you’re suffering❤️❤️

[aden doll (unhealing) @aridaden]

how it feels to post when you’re an old edtwt account so all your moots are inactive

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can’t wait to cry about it to my therapist who will probably not give a shit yayyy❤️

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just purged after being clean for like 2.5 years who else wants to k1ll me? just me?? oh okay

[hazy @crackcals]

just purged after being clean for like 2.5 years who else wants to k1ll me? just me?? oh okay