crane

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[ali 𑣲 @ibuprofenbarbii]

"He's a growing boy, he needs to eat" vs "She eats so much, she's gonna be fat"

[crane @cranehigs]

i want to be more money hungry and be so locked in and just work alllll day but alas i cannot.

[crane @cranehigs]

im going to a concert on wednesday with a friend and im v excited but also im too fucking fat and i cant lose the fucking weight also cause i keep eating so of course im not losing, fucking fuck my life

[CANDI ⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 @CANDIEDANG3L]

how binging feels

[crane @cranehigs]

just had a scare with my dad so i had emts at my house like 1.5 hours before my shift, he's ok now so here i am immediately smoking and drinking a redbull before i even clocked in cause i can't get my shit together

[crane @cranehigs]

do i even want to finish this white claw? idk, i feel kinda a little sick if i keep drinking but that's also the point, im trying to forget and just unleash all the feelings and pent up frustration from my job and my life

[crane @cranehigs]

i do love drinking on an empty stomach, its efficiency is what it is even if it kinda kills your liver or whatever

[crane @cranehigs]

i dont even know what to do, i dont know how to move on without just shifting my focus onto someone different and god fucking forbid it's another person that i fucking work with

[crane @cranehigs]

I know that alcohol is just a calorie bomb but jfc what do you mean this one can of cutwater is 350, but yes im kinda drunk lol and i do and dont want to call my fucking ex

[crane @cranehigs]

and now im drunk and in bed and acting like a little bitch for still having feelings and also drinking my feelings away like when i first had a crush on him, so not only am i wasting my life away im also getting fucking fat from the cals

[el 𐙚˚. @elstragedies]

“why cant I look like that” you literally could with some discipline

[crane @cranehigs]

a walk after dinner really does wonders for my mental health as long as it's not hot out