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my pets are my coping mechanism, plants are my addiction, sleep is my escape and Twitter my safe space!✨✨✨✨she/her please don’t call me dude/bro

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Attempt to lose weight number I-dont-even-know-anymore
March 7-2022 starting at 230 lbs. I will be tracking everything in my journal. I am using weight loss pills, I have a family member who swears by them. We'll see.

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But like I don't even know how to proceed now? Is he going to ignore me when he gets home? It's the beginning of my birthday week, fighting is not how I wanted to start it

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My little heart is broken because Brandon didn't let me adopt this baby

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I want to cry and I can't where everyone is watching

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Also I will run out of bed if he keeps "stretching" towards me

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I asked him to put his phone down and he said no 🥲

[Tracie Robbins 🌵 @RobbinsTmr1106]

Sweet bobcat mama and kitten! Lots of entertainment in my backyard this morning…

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We are not going to cry out loud

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I hate how he immediately looks at his phone when he wakes up, then spends hours scrolling through the internet and when I ask him to look at me he ignores me 😪

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Sex two days in a row 🤤🤤

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According to my scale I've lost 5lbs, i hope that's true

[just me @crazy_this]

Attempt to lose weight number I-dont-even-know-anymore
March 7-2022 starting at 230 lbs. I will be tracking everything in my journal. I am using weight loss pills, I have a family member who swears by them. We'll see.

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@poroshafairy Yes please

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I am hungry but I don't want to eat, I want to cry

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At first I immediately thought no thanks but now I am actually considering it, and I am triggered.

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So Brandon's cousin messaged me the other day asking if I wanted to buy diet pills, of course she didn't call them that, anyhow apparently she is now selling them and she thought I might want them.

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The fact that I am finally finding information about how Zoloft might be the cause of my gluten sensitivity, why isn't there more information about this?!

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I had a dream about my ex last night so I decided to message him because I do believe that dreams happen for a reason and this one have me a weird feeling

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@hypnoticaI Same! I am always embarrassed to see the Facebook memories because cringe 😬

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I replied that they both sounded good and that's why I got them both and then he just said "that's a lot of sushi to eat" And now I feel like I can't even eat it at all. We had a 30 minutes drive home and I just looked out the window trying to keep my tears in

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So today Brandon and I had takeout for lunch, and I got two rolls of sushi because I was craving both and couldn't decide. Well, when Brandon saw them he said something like "that's a lot of food for you to eat, are you saving some for tomorrow?"