For me knowing that he has been gone over 3yrs it still doesn't feel right. He will always have a place in my heart till the day we meet again. He helped me so much when he was alive by helping me get out of 2 DV relationships. Even to this day I continue to be thankful for that.
Looking back at old messages on here as I'm hardly ever on here. I try to see the old messages that myself and Aaron carter had, and they have been deleted. Even his whole page is gone. It's pretty sad are acting like he never exited by getting rid of everything on social media
Those of you that put him though so much pain pain when he was alive NOT DESERVE the right to see his existence on here is gone.
He was human like all of us, he deserves to be remembered by seeking love from the world.
I wish after me leaving my ex for good over a year ago! That he would just leave me alone and move on. I'll never go back to him, I tried that to many times. It got to the point where I'm probably done dating for life.
Im getting to the point where is there really any point in life. My days off there is nothing to do and no one ever wants to hangout with me.
I don't do anything really but work,go to gym and lay in bed because of depression and being bored
One of my biggest accomplishment though in past year is continuing my weight loss journey! I am now only like 8lbs left to get where I want to be, and being back down to my weight I was over 23 years ago, I've lost over 100+ pounds.
Other things that have happened with me over past few months are. Back in January I traveled to Mexico, I got sick on the last day and almost had to stay in Mexico and go to hospital there, but I flew home and had to go to emergency because my throat started to close up and
I love the way that I have been able to fly to many places all over the world. When I was told when I was a child I wouldn't amount to anything in life by teachers. If they only knew what I have done and what I have seen over the year.
Who knows down the road we might get back together, as if it's meant to be it will happen. We both though have to realize that nothing can be the same as it was if we do get back together in the future. Just gonna take the friendship one day at a time.
#selfgrowth
I'm only on here every few months now because I find Twitter not as great as it used to be.
After reading things I wrote a year ago about my ex, I realized it was pretty harsh and shouldn't have wrote them.
I still have strong feeling and for him, and we are still friends
I even recently went to a water park with them and it felt like we where all family again. Yes I know I have to take things slowly and see what the future holds, my ex is even okay with that. We both fucked up emotionally in the past, and we are seeing what the future holds!