BlairWaldorf (Carrie)

Hey, I am 31 years old, I am from Berlin, a student who lives in London, a Global Citizen and a Heads Together supporter. Trying to keep Binnie’s Memories alive

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

As we said our last goodbyes today words cannot describe what I am feeling right now. I cherish this photo of us soo much as this is our last picture together, it was taken on Christmas Eve 2019.

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

All my dreams shattered in one day

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

You know when you work towards something pretty much your whole life and then at some point you question if this is even all worth it in the end?

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

Actually more than a month

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

Got reminded today of why I stopped talking to you about a month ago

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

I swear even moving to the other side of the world won’t be too far away 🤦🏼‍♀️

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

@chawacmusic Ahh nooo don’t worry!! It’s just a quite long and complicated story to tell that’s all 😅 thank you for checking though!

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

Honestly I‘m soo done, just soo done. Thank you for making me feel guilty for being excited for something I‘ve been waiting for months. Thank you for causing me stress and guilt and God knows what else as always. Thank you.

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

@chawacmusic Ahh it‘s a bit of a longer and complicated story

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

And then you wonder why I genuinely don‘t care ffs

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

Naaaah that‘s it. I‘m done with you. Absolutely completely done with you.

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

Don‘t even think about ruining it for me. I swear if you ruin this for me, then I‘m done I swear.

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

Don‘t even think about ruining this for me I swear

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

JUST WHY?????

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

Real-time talk: stop getting attached to people. You’ll live a happier life trust me

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

Soo pain during ovulation is a thing in your thirties? Is this actually for real?

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

Thank you, I love when this happens, thank you

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

You know this feeling when you’ve got people around you but you still feel alone kinda? Kind of like Idk how to describe it best. Or maybe it’s just my hormones going crazy who knows

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

I actually need to leave this country. That’s no joke anymore

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

I’m ngl I’ve been feeling sick in my stomach since I’ve heard the news. Literally sick.

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

THREAD: I’m still so upset about the changes to the cervical screening test. I’ve been upset about it when they already changed it from yearly to every three years and now to 5 years?

[BlairWaldorf (Carrie) @crazyygiirl]

Naaah that’s just disgusting especially for a country with the highest rate of late diagnosis for cervical cancer in Europe.