zowi ☆

˙⋆✮ ana (b/p) ☆ 158cm | relapse-sw:45 | cw:43| gw:38 | ugw:32,5 ˙⋆✮

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

oh now im actually getting really scared about trying recovery. if i am gonna do it for real now since its the first time im getting professional help. this is so scary

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

took lax 6h ago and it's midnight . so tired but so nauseous. have to be up again in 6 hours (going to the hospital for ed related tests lmao)

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

i was just officially diagnosed with anorexia nervosa

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

is it crazy craving veggies for a b/p

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

on the tram watching a really skinny person eat a full bag of chips and drink a milkshake. i know what you are

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

at the hospital for ed assessment. wish me luck 🧘‍♀️

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

did not lose enough weight for my ed assessment appointment tomorrow i dont know if they will accept me

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

im scared my alcohol consumption will disqualify me from getting ed treatment

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

i am shauna #1 defender

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

so if ive had an ed since before puberty and never developed properly. will i be fat with no boobs if i recover ????😭😭😭😭

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

again.... going to work like this do i look bvlimic or gay?

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

trees

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

im disgusted with how i look, im ashamed of my body. i don't wanna get thinner but i need to lose weight

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

i want to b/p but i have nails on and i dont wannq take them off (i can do hands free but it always ends up in my nose when i do)

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

moots with long nails how do u purge????? just did my nails......

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

i just wanna be healthy and live my life why cant i move on

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

everyone is moving forward and im stuck repeating the same pattern over and over again

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

i hate being stuck

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

the urge to weigh myself after taking a big shit

[zowi ☆ @creepyrexic]

b/pd 4 separate times today feel like death