Birgit Weinert

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@sunflowroceans I feel you! It just hurts looking at them and I tear up immediately. I miss them so bad. And while there is enough Hannah content out there I wish we'd get to see Jean a little more too.

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@avorahvance Yeah it's definitely worse this week. I can't even look at them, any picture, any snippet just hurts so much more these days. Any yet, I miss them so so bad too. And the worst is that I have to pretend everywhere that I'm fine. But damn, I'm not!!!! 😬😢

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@avorahvance First and foremost I have a huge crush on Jean and having her standing in front of me and her grabbing my arm briefly after her play, didn't make things any better. She's so fucking gorgeous...
But I wouldn't throw Hannah out of my bed if she happens to end up there, lol.

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@_tumblrina This scene will haunt me for the rest of my life, for sure 😢💔

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@stardustinpass Had the same problem, first it was there, then it was gone. Now, this works for me: https://t.co/Ud1xeVzBdu

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

Yeah, a week later they still make me cry so hard too...

[mai @avorahvance]

i love them so much, i can’t stop crying

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@anniemunchkins They should not give us hope when there is none!!!

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@sunflowroceans Have watched it three times too by now (certain scenes even more often) always started tearing up when she told Ava about Zurich and then cried all the way through the entire episode. It's still so fucking painful and not just because of the plot but because it's over. 😭

[Jeff Conway @jeffconway]

Now with the #Hacks series finale out, Jean Smart's message for Deborah Vance means even more:

"Never, ever think that what you've decided is an absolute. There are a lot fewer absolutes in life than you think - and just always, always, always, always, always be open to change."

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@sunflowroceans @RoseNyborg Because, according to Jean, they said "I love you" to each other there. And while I think it would have been perfect, JLP decided against it.

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

I didn't sleep, not before, not after. I've watched it three times by now (the important scenes even more often) and cried my way through it every time and not just because of the story arc, but because it's over and I have no idea how to move on now.

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@sunflowroceans Happy Birthday!!! Thank you for everything that you do in this fandom. I truly love that you always post the newest news and share your thoughts and feelings!

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@avorahvance Ahh, I'm so with you here. I got too late into the fandom too, after watching 4x6. Before, I resisted, not wanting to throw myself into something that perhaps cause me pain again. Most TV shows just don't end well. And then it was the BTS of Jean and Hannah that lured me in.

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@avorahvance Deborah never looked at someone else the way she looked at Ava!

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@sunflowroceans It's something Gillian will never have!

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@thejessbarton I'm a mess and I'm crying. I'm so terrified of the finale, of the pain that'll come with it. It is so so difficult. To me it was always more than just a TV show and I'm running around pretending everything's fine when nothing is fine at all!!

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@BkwmK8 Interesting! Because I thought it was totally inappropriate and irrelevant for him saying 'I love you' in this moment. 🙄🙄

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

I f****** hated all the Marty stuff. She only called him because Ava wasn't around, right?
The rest had me way way too emotional and let's not talk about the trailer for the finale. I can't do this.... 😭

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@sunflowroceans Yep me too

[Birgit Weinert @cress26]

@avorahvance Me too!!! I'm so dreading the episode and it makes me sad I feel this way. And with Marty, Bob and Nico showing up... ugh, that won't make anything better....