have a bad habit of isolating myself when i feel bad & i often feel bad. dont want to be around anyone dont want to bring anyone down dont want to be seen dont want to be a burden. & when its over & i look up years have gone by & im all alone & missing time & everyone else too
my trauma didn't make me strong. it turned me into someone who's always paranoid, anxious, and doesn't know how to properly relax without feeling guilty