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33 he/they PNW 😷・fat crazy & disabled・bigender dykefag・ancom・🐱ΘΔ・18+ to follow 🔞

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

or at least i sure hope today’s headspace can be chalked up to temporary post-vaccine side effects, cause if i feel similarly awful for any longer than one more day then idk how i’ll even make it to the end of the month

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

it’s good that i was able to get vaccinated yesterday but i def was not prepared to feel so psychologically extra-shitty today as a side effect

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

@kendallroympreg luuuuv to find out that her rivethead roots run so much deeper than i previously realized

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

Sasha [Konietzko] [Dorian] Grey is sooooo ridiculously transmasc-coded, god bless

[Romy @Return2Order]

@weirdprettythey I appreciate that she’s pretentious about work that would otherwise be deemed crude

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

learning that she’s been a KMFDM appreciator all this time makes it even more endearing to me that she did those collabs with Raymond Watts in the late 2010s 😭

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

@rosebride666 yr art style suits Anthy so perfectly, omg

[🎠 ⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Mel ˚⋆౨ৎ˚｡⋆ 🎠 @rosebride666]

From last year

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

even in that tacky white suit he pulls off the intense-eyed teeth-baring classic rivethead snarl so well

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

https://t.co/lvC0Wia5nk mesmerized by the vaguely-menacing strange autistic charisma of this Gary Numan era

[ghost ⚧️ @xenomorphporn]

I'm a disabled trans sex worker of color without needed care or supports suffocating in a poverty & neglect loop that stifles me from improving my odds of survival. I am URGENTLY seeking aid to not be ev1cted & grateful for any support.

$0/$618
ca, vm, pp: dogshapey

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

@damnse1fly tbh i got deeply annoyed with that episode because Christopherson’s colonial-ass “sexpat” lifestyle was only referred to briefly + as an afterthought

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

all i’m asking is for One podcast to do a deep dive episode on Thee Temple ov Psychick Youth where 1) either the guest or the host is already familiar with Throbbing Gristle, 2) idol worship & satanic panic bs are both neatly avoided, and 3) no one repeatedly misgenders Genesis

[Mademoiselle X @platedpanda]

transition goals

[𝔣𝔢𝔯𝔫𝔴𝔥𝔦𝔰𝔨𝔢𝔯ᓚᘏᗢ @fernwhisker]

its never gonna go away

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

@suchnerve cause when i see someone willfully overlook the existence of fair & rational personal reasons behind why some of us may not be down to maintain relationships with people who fail to mask, instead reducing us to a narrow-minded monolith… that doesn’t sound much like empathy to me

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

@suchnerve do you figure a bad faith generalization about people who maintain strict standards in their social life re: the practice of masking = evidence that *you* are “able or willing to exercise the empathy it takes to imagine how differing experiences and needs affect decision-making”?

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

gastroenterologists would be my go-to suggestion as a starter, but after that you’ll likely wanna move on to rheumatologists at some point for a more advanced level of dead-eyed apathy & casual malpractice

[ghost ⚧️ @xenomorphporn]

midday bump - no progress today

a disabled swoc has $618 to raise to prevent its eviction. I am urgently seeking help where possible, please share so I have a chance. all support & shares are greatly appreciated

ca, vm, pp: dogshapey

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

unironically love it when strangers on the street say ominous & cryptic [without being hostile or threatening] shit to me in passing. feels like being clocked as A Crazy Person in the most laidback & amicable way imaginable

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

was wearing a hoodie that says “Evil Hides In The Woods”* on the back. some guy passed me outside the QFC then turned around with a tortured look in his eye and informed me “evil hides Everywhere”. all i could really do was hit him with “facts. [awkward pause] i agree, for real”

[special plan haver @cripplegoth]

* (it says this on the back bc it’s merch for the Blair Witch Project game. i however wear it as a huge poseur who has never played the game, bc from the front it passes as merch for the film instead. that being the case, i wasnt gonna pass up an ex-housemate’s neat hand-me-down)