mulai irritate dengan developer2 yg mendewakan fancy2 tools kaya docker lah, s3 lah, kubernetes lah. Menn kalau yg akses web/server lu cuma 100 org ngapainn
And now you’re forced to question something:
Maybe I need to redefine what responsibility actually means.
Maybe responsibility isn’t about being perfectly ready.
Maybe I confused responsibility with perfection.
And maybe growth always comes before competence. Not after
You see yourself as a responsible person.
You notice you take ownership more seriously than your peers.
Because of that, your work feels more accountable and careful than most.
Then a new role appears. Bigger scope, bigger responsibility.
You hesitate.
To you, responsibility is something that must be taken seriously. Fully prepared, fully capable, no half measures.
So you decide not to take it.
Someone less cautious, less “responsible” steps up and accepts it.
They get the promotion.
You don’t.