π MINORS DNI β’ π¦π³οΈβππ³οΈββ§οΈ β’ he/they β’ 30+ β’ i write and art sometimes β’ anime + vidya + gay β’ Garukaru enjoyer β’ current fixation: WHB
I'm ending it tbh
I may not live in that country but I was hoping to very soon. Not only that but my rights as a human being are going to even be affected here soon enough
I just wanted to live
Sorry for all the depressing stuff btw. I'm just at my wit's end after constantly trying to get help only to have no one listen or care.
I literally have no idea what I can do atp
It's not for a lack of trying, either. It's more that no one wants to help lol. They'll take their $200 appointment fees without actually doing anything.
Not gonna lie, untreated anxiety is 100000x worse than untreated depression. Depression sucks but I didn't have any energy, so I wasn't a danger to myself.
Anxiety on the other hand...
Being suicidal is a very lonely place to be. Most ppl don't want to hear about it, & those who do, often run out of patience quickly. You are grappling with the decision to leave everyone & everything, something you must do alone. Unlike most other major life decisions, there 1/
Idk if I'm drunk or what, but with all the bullshit going on in the world rn, it puzzles me that people are harrassing people over fictional stuff.
Just let people be, ffs