being fucked so hard from behind that you collapse forward and then they lean over you and use their weight to keep you completely pinned so you can't do anything but whine and take it
i envy people without bpd .you get to have healthy stable relationships without your mind making everything fucking miserable all the time. i resent you for getting to be normal
Getting fingered while being eaten out and screaming into a pillow that you can't take it and all you hear is "im sorry baby, you just taste so good- I don't wanna stop."