Laura and I broke up.
While I could sit here and try for hours to explain the reason why, it all comes down to one simple truth;
I’m not ready for a relationship.
From the get go, I told her that my career would be my first priority.
She always did everything she could to accommodate that fact; whether it be bringing me food, supporting me after a bad day, encouraging me when I was down, or just being an ear that could listen to all my problems.
She was, in all ways possible, everything I ever wanted.
The problem is, however, that relationships are about compromise.
Seeing her taking steps back in her own life and career in order to support me, while I was unwilling and unable to do the same for her is just something that, over time, took it’s toll on me mentally.
I just came to the realization that the very foundation of what relationships are wasn’t something that I was able/willing to do, and as a result made the decision to end things.
I won’t pretend that I know if I made the right choice or not, the only thing that I can say is that I’m eternally grateful for the time and love that we shared.
At the end of the day, I’d rather live regretting a choice that I did make than go through life always second-guessing myself.
Going forward, I only ask that you show her nothing but support since she was always the one who gave her all with understanding me and trying to work through everything.
Thank you.
Not a real LAN day of CS without someone who's never set a foot in a competitive environment, moaning about someone living and breathing said environment.
If yelling "F*cking noobs" after winning a clutch is where people draw the line we got a long way to go.
Try again #IEM
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