mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

shedtwt bpdtwt | 9teen 🖇️

[˗ˏˋ» 🦄┆ Ӻ𐒢ᎿᎿᎥ !┆⳽ⲏⲉ𝖽τⲱτ ˎˊ˗ @fetticayke]

why are the only reasons to not commit suicide “youre loved” “people/pets will miss you” “you won’t be able to do the things you enjoy anymore” bitch IDGAF??? i won’t feel anything because i’ll be DEAD!!!!

[a @a8065287968522]

of course no one should kill themselves but my circumstances are different

[mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @crycrycut]

scheduled two therapy appointments after not going to therapy for 3 years and cancelled them within the same hour lol

[mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @crycrycut]

how embarrassing it is to cry nonstop over the fact you can’t kill urself yet

[mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @crycrycut]

the american dream is to move far away all by yourself, block and ghost everyone and kys in the most beautiful place ever

[mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @crycrycut]

self harming by not killing myself

[mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @crycrycut]

the concept of getting up every Single day to live a life you haven’t wanted to live for years and years and going to work and college for a future you do Not want and did not plan for oh and every single day is the same too

[qukie @lloronnna]

le tengo envidia a las personas que han logrado suicidarse

[mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @crycrycut]

you will always suffer with the intent of never getting better and it will simultaneously be the worst and best times of your life
#LetsDie

[mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @crycrycut]

it really never gets better i fear 🙂

[kali ♪ @teubier0o]

being suicidal and then finding out that dying is genuinely hard

[mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @crycrycut]

it’s so hard to live a life i didn’t plan for

[mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @crycrycut]

i just want to die already

[Lucille 🪽 @abendeinsamkeit]

I was born a girl but no matter how thin I get, whether i wear pink or put bows in my hair, it feels like i will never be a real girl. I feel like i fundamentally lack something, like im being a girl all wrong. Im not a guy either,just ..something.
I wish i was a real girl

[mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @crycrycut]

barely bmi15 and lowkey balding 🥹 i #Hate my life can i just die

[mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @crycrycut]

manifestation isn’t real bc i say i hope i die every single day numerous times a day and it still hasn’t happened

[:( @azfeelin]

dying during your sleep probably feels good as fuck

[mel ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @crycrycut]

wow 20 days until my last concert ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[m @skitzocat]

it's torture when you're suicidal but can't die