autumn

23 • bpd + eating disordered

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@lacy2hrts I feel insane because she’s literally just flexing in a very specific way I can’t belive she thinks it would ever look natural to just hold it like that???

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@aridaden @johnasexcursion Me 2 😭

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Ugh I’m back I guess

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@berryscalss Would do this if I didn’t work out so often, I feel like it’ll just snap when I stretch

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@glorxyz Your proportions are so good I’m jealous

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Feel like such a loser

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Locking in for a week since it’s spring break and all my friends left me here alone

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If orthorexia is a thing, what’s the one where you only focus on protein to an unhealthy degree

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I have like, the same eating disorder that those in denial gym bros have

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@vanrexic Ilyt :( I feel so bad these days

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no matter how much I workout or how much weight I loose, I will never look thin because of my body type

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@circusTryHard I think almost immediately that I could put a name to my symptoms + experience I tried looking for community

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@maddyunchained Thank you Maddy :( it’s so hard sometimes

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@schizocr3ature Toned as hell

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@ritzcalorie NO WAY.. I’m sticking to blueberries

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If only my torso was longer, or my hips weren’t as wide.. ugh

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That was a lie

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I will get back to 100lbs this month

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@Ravenous_Lad I hate to tell you this but this isn’t nessacarly fat, but probably muscle + body type. not everyone has a super thin waist in proportion to to the rest of their body, (I have the same issue) even at my lowest weight this never went away

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@_axajaj_ If only my waist was this small.. I’ve got the most boxy body type ugh