why is suicide so fucking difficult?? i don’t have access to firearms, oding will most likely fail and cause me permanent kidney damage, bleeding out is highly unlikely, i don’t have the tools to hang myself 😭💔 i wish i could js fall asleep and never wake up again
@thinkill22 once I was hanging out with some of my friends and they were kind of mocking people who sh, I got anxious because of that and broke a monster can and cut my finger with it and pretended it was an accident...(it didn't even go deep tho)
i want to try kms and fail really bad. like i dont want to die, but i want to try and wake up in the hospital. so. bad. is this weird or is it that i was neglected mental healthcare for 14 years #suicidetwt
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