everyone around me is figuring shit out and i’m floundering and patting myself on the back for being a sad sack of shit. i am VICTIMIZING MYSEKF and everyone else just sucks it up and works harder because they actually care. i’m a sack of fat ugly shit.
i don’t understand why it never seems to get better it just keeps getting hard. the idea of living for so many years sounds horrible and exhausting and terrifying. i don’t know how people are alive and never think about stopping it early because this is too much
i am so fucking fat i always am i used to be skinny all my life and then i got really restrictive for a couple years and now BOOM i am a fucking balloon because my body is scared to be skinny when i naturally had that FUCK ME FUCK MYSELF
@cryingcalories2 how many steps a day is current goal? maybe lowering the goal might make u more motivated to complete it? like instead of 10k every day have ur goal be 2k more than ur current average so 3k steps a day