uh 30/7/25 can we just take note that in this argument i stopped being friends with nikolai cuz he would tell me in detail about his attempts and i was THIRTEEN at the time and struggling with my own mental health like yeah im not a victim neither is he
what we have was not healthy and you need to learn that it wasnt. im sorry nikolai but i just cant disappear on command and one day you'll learn that the best thing to do is ignore me, and to stop posting about me
im tired of you nikolai, im sorry for having to be a thing you cant 'forget' or get rid of, if i could which im trying to currently is move schools, im tired, you're tired, we both are tired of eachother
i've made mistakes, you've made mistakes but this argument isnt healthy at all. your 16, im 14, you told me so many times about your attempts and sh that i was tired and lost myself in the meantime, i was 13 trying to help you over helping myself
Ive kept our argument in the dark by not posting, but you've non-stopped posting me. naming me. REPORTING ME. and im the villain you dont know how your actions have made me feel nikolai, im genuinely sorry for the things i've done to you but nothing is going to make me return.
can we normalize learning BOTH sides cuz gen no one in me and nikolai's argument is a victim nor abuser, like please learn that from everything they've posted half of it is misinformation or half true, im not saying im a victim, im saying the truth