blu

this is where i rt cats and scream - art only: @bluupon

[blu @crypticao]

the beast is jiggly in nature

[blu @crypticao]

they labeled me as low sui risk bc i "didnt look outwardly hopeless or weepy" and they left out things i said that would directly put me in the high risk group, But they did write that i looked pale and gray. Im guessing vampirism is important to them. I vant to die though

[blu @crypticao]

id say im a fairly rational person but this broken system is testing me. a mf will say im depressed bc i fear joy and therefore theyll only offer me group therapy for anxiety, and ill sit there weighing the pros and cons of substance abuse like its a business decision

[abrish @cxrnerrstone]

borrowing grief from the future won't lessen the pain when you do eventually get there btw

[blu @crypticao]

@elfhiem fr i think im worth more to them dead than alive lmao

[blu @crypticao]

im literally dying but every psych apt is like

me: hey im p sure i have A instead of B and thats why nothing has helped

them: but ppl with B cant have A

me: ive never been tested for A

them: but you dont look A

me: A doesnt look like anything

them: youre being difficult :(

[blu @crypticao]

tbqh i am just done lmao. ik ppl only follow me for art but im literally so miserable and empty i cant even draw right anymore. sorryyyyy

[blu @crypticao]

"when u hear hooves think of horses not zebras" mfs they physically see a zebra with the word "HORSE" carved into its forehead: This poor horse is sick because it has stripes :(

[无色诶 @A_incolory]

#prsk_FA #宵崎奏
那么 明天的□又会是谁

[blu @crypticao]

why are ppl being nostalgic for 2016, the year ppl made memes abt how much it sucked. Like it cant be that much worse now right haha

[blu @crypticao]

on god i need to kms

[ネムリ・百合 @0VERcount1999]

#プロセカ
#prsk_FA

[Panko A. Cat’s Mom @fatfatpankocat]

PhD in scampering

[みなはむ @manuhamu]

ゆめにっきのファンアート

[blu @crypticao]

just realized half my life has consisted of various drs and psychs testing me for depression/SI and then going Wow that's a really high score Haha that's crazy How are you alive haha and then they dismiss me to save money. i just assumed i wasnt sick enough 😭😭😭

[garshmo @garshmo]

Been getting really into nothing

[blu @crypticao]

cant take another year of this lmao

[一味 @itimi_oekaki]

#JamiePhanart
🐔❤️BIRDBRAIN💚 FA

[blu @crypticao]

birthday!!! (said with the gusto of a woeful sailor much too sated by the waters entrapping him)