My father always told me: "If you want to go for a run, go for a run, don't look for company. Sooner or later, on your fifth run or your twentieth, likeminded people will find you themselves." And only recently have I realized that this principle works everywhere.
Breathe. You haven't met all of you yet. There is so much more to life to live. You will find yourself again. Look beyond the flaws, under the pain, over the doubts, through the past, and into the potential. Youโre there, becoming the person you were meant to be. Keep going.