@Csnpsyra_TWT 100%. he doesn't owe us anything nor does he have to live up to our expectations of him. if it no longer aligns, it just no longer aligns 🥲 why say so much 😭
what's most disheartening is looking at the tags and seeing not very positive things and fans' hopelessness for the kid. in a place where artist should be getting encouragement and energy from, when i was browsing his tag i just got really sad and disheartened instead. and i'm pretty sure he does come across these type of tweets too. i'm not saying that fans have no right to feel upset, but i always think that we literally have no right to judge his choices as we didn't know what led him to it, and the considerations he took when making such decisions. honestly as fans we literally know nothing of the situation, we can think that 'oh he could have done this,' or 'he should do this' but we literally don't know anything at all. we're all outsiders in this story. honestly, times are already so damn difficult as it is. if you feel disdain or disappointment, why tag him? i don't get it.
supporting someone should bring you happiness and joy too y'know
i haven't said anything all this while, not because i don't care or it doesn't matter to me. but because every time i think about it, i just can't seem to form a coherent thought, and i am just brought to tears. even on the day itself right before the event ended, i couldn't hold it back anymore. i obviously still want to see him and support him in person, but my own conscience doesn't allow me to, if this keeps happening again and again.
i hope that the company can also consider his well-being and fight for his rights. if the company isn't stern, then he'll just keep getting taken advantage of again and again. which i think it's not fair to him at all. he's an artist, not an object or a doll that we can control. and he's a human being.
out of everyone liked before, he's really the one i love the most, i can't even bare to look at someone else. everything i said about him holds true, he's someone that really loves his fans the most and would do anything to see them happy. but i hope he knows that what is of utmost importance to me is to see him happy as well and that he is fulfilled, and there's truly nothing more i can ask for. even if it that means that we see him less, or the benefits are lesser or get to talk to him less, it's really okay to me. because that's not what i'm there for.
i don't know if anything i said so far makes any sense but my heart has truly felt this heavy all these while. i wanted shenzhen to be a good memory, but i left feeling so heartbroken and sad with the state things are. and i can no longer turn a blind eye to it.
'oh, there's stars too'
in our eyes, you are like a star too. even when our nights were dark and cold, there was always you, shining, giving us strength and hope. i wish that we could also be a source of strength to you too, and all the love you've given us returns to you tenfold. i hope that your sparkle never dims, and you continue to keep shining brightly and even brighter despite it all.