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— “afab “ .ᐟ.ᐟ
⋮ ⌗18 ┆#shtwt #shedtwt #edtwt #ocdtwt

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

I wish I could feel more bc I feel like I don’t have empathy. I feel numb.

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

I wish I was a skinny boy

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

of course it’s fucking TEXAS

[KPRC 2 Houston @KPRC2]

Nation’s first detransition clinic opens at Texas Children’s Hospital

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

journaling is supposed to be therapeutic but it’s pretty much just me bitching about my life 💔

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

I feel so purposeless and I have been trying to find something that makes me feel but I just can’t

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

why do some people lose weight without even trying while I try and do so much but nothing changes… #edtwt

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

the pressure to have a slice of cake at a family gathering… #edtwtㅤ

[𑣲⋆vy is LOCKING BACK IN @wtf_vy]

when no one wants to call and your socials looking dry af

[Chidi @chidioraj]

"Abortion is murder"

Name one person who was aborted

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

I want to cut again I’m so mad but I don’t have the time to hide it well idk but I wanna feel it y’know?

[𝖘𝖆𝖇𝖊𝖗 ⟡.· @kaitzey]

is it normal to feel suicidal but also terrified of dying

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

I’m so glad I already hate eating bc it just makes it easier #edtwtㅤ

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

wth are my dreams?? I keep getting shot at and killed in awful ways and I remember it all 💔

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

am I the only one the hates sleeping? every night I get insane nightmares and it takes me way too long to fall asleep so why bother?

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

I just absentmindedly barely cvt myself with a razor ON MY HAND and it started bleeding insanely much and I forgot my skin bleeds sooo easily 😭
#shtwt

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

what should I use to cvt with? what detailed steps do I need to do for aftercare? any tips are appreciated
#shtwt

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

I want to join other twt similar to the ones I’m in hmmm…

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

@calor1naa me

[⤷ beeˎˊ˗ @ctrl_thyself]

I’ve been in denial for so long but it just keeps getting worse and I have noticed the way my (nonexistent) jawline looks now…
#edtwt