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im just visiting

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sometimes u gotta just say weird shit and not worry about what u mean

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some dreamy films i experimented with and me :)

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idk who needs to hear this but delete the dating apps, download pinterest, make a couple of mood boards. trust me on this one

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🫧🌞🦋🌱

[BB 👽COMMS OPEN @BionicoBandito]

To myself I simply am

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Your spine is a ladder God forgot to climb

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watch me sin my way into this dirt

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I'm sobbing, then still, then laughing until
it sounds like a siren.
I rearrange the chairs into shapes
that make no sense to anyone but me.
the silence watches, patient,
like it’s waiting for me to admit
I’ve been running from it since the beginning

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time is playing jenga with the days again, i think

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on the bright side! i know what's around the corner this time and it's so beautiful and it's everything i've ever dreamed of. so yea! it's gonna be sosososo okay!

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i love being in the middle of a traumatic event and experiencing the cycle of Crashing Tf Out and Locking Tf In

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that's on living in survival mode my whole life

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4 years without you

this grief reminds me of the love that i am full of, that there is an endless love within me.
i want to sob, to scream, i want the world to stop turning for a goddamn second. but more importantly i want to love, i want to be kind.

i miss my friend so much

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my grandma will literally send the most diabolical texts at random ass moments. You think you can hurt my feelings? Nah i've got Alaine around the corner ready to humble me at 10am with a scathing backhanded compliment and a picture of 15 year old me attached to it. i love her

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🫧✨🫶🏼

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played We're Not Really Strangers with my mom when she came out to visit. therapy is no longer enough

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i cannot stress enough how important it is to do silly, frivolous things that serve no other purpose than making you happy

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fully convinced that my best friend and i are soulmates ✨🖤