All people do is lie. Really can’t see myself taking anyone too serious nowadays . Words no longer holds value. If it did people wouldn’t have anything to say.
I do not feel like living anymore. I have no desire to end my life, but I just do not feel like being here. And I’m dead ass. This shit is a chore to me.
It just does not feel like anything I’m doing is enough to go on. I feel incredibly underaccomplished for both my age and my wisdom levels. I hate whenever I say this bitches always go on about how I shouldn’t and life isn’t a race and whatever the fuck other fake encouraging shit they say. I feel and have been shown that I am incredibly insignificant to everyone and shit, I feel useless to myself. I feel as if I try and still fail. Like I’m not doing enough. It’s beyond feelings. Even in my highest times it’s still low to me. I can not shake this feeling and I’m tired of it.