Dating in this generation is like: “Prove yourself while I heal from my ex. I can’t commit, but I’ll act like we’re together until you bring it up, then I’ll remind you l’m not emotionally available.”
having to be strangers again feels heavier than I expected. We went from talking every day and knowing everything about each other to now pretending the other person doesn’t exist.
I keep catching myself wanting to text you about something small, only to remember that I can’t anymore. I stayed hopeful for so long, making excuses for your distance and convincing myself that things would get better.
I gave you my time, my patience, and my effort even when it started breaking me. But now I have to accept that we’re slowly turning into two people who used to know each other.
This is me finally letting go. It hurts to go from being so close to becoming strangers, but I can’t keep holding onto something that no longer exists. I wish you well, even from a distance where we no longer cross paths.
i hate hate HATE that i require so much reassurance like things could be going perfectly fine but there's always a part of me that believes that all of it is a lie
I've been blocked, unblocked, loved, hated, cheated on, lied to, gaslighted, manipulated, but I have never had someone tell me "let's fix this I can't lose you."
No revenge. I want you to remember that I was real with you the whole time. My intentions were genuine, my feelings were honest and my care was never fake. I may not have been perfect, but I never pretended to be something I wasn't. When everything else fades, I hope you remember that what gave you was real.