Pagi ni I baca love letter dari Aida Azlin tentang ‘the feeling’. Bila beribadah, bangun malam, mengaji, berzikir but feel nothing. No tears, no spiritual high and you rasa what’s the point? Buat semua ni tapi tak rasa apa. Tak ikhlas ke aku buat ni? Tak sampai ke pada Allah?
I can die lah readjusting the schedule every now and then. So multiple times within this week. The heck orang lain yang ada issue why am i getting involveddd🙄
But someone told me, "you know the problem never get solved by mere sleeping beauty, why would you wake up wasting your fresh energy to solve the unsolved problem? Why not sleep in peace?"