hi, just to let yall know I'm gonna be ai for a while. I think im falling out of my hyperfixation (which is scary bc I've been in it since april 2019) so I won't be very active. love ya'll and thank you for getting me through the hardest 2 years of my life
- ella <3
@pissc0w 1 bc when I imagine things I don't actually see it, its more words or facts like when reading a book it creates a world but you don't actually see it
/dsmp
I kinda hate how this fandom deals with the topic of trauma (specifically in dsmp lore) bc, yes, those characters are lashing out and treating others poorly bc of their trauma. that's an explanation of the situation but not an excuse of the poor treatment
it just rubs me wrong when I see all these posts saying that it's not okay to not like c!tommy's aggression bc it's a coping mechanism, like, yes it's a response to his past trauma, but its also the way he is treating other people which isn't okay
@lexwastaken1 to me it looks like he needs to build back that trust that was broken when this all first came to light but he might not understand that it's not a one and done thing, it takes time and effort to re build trust
@lexwastaken1 tbh, I don't think he understands the reassurance part of all this. like he might only see it as explaining the same thing over again not understanding that sometimes saying it once isn't enough especially to groups that have been hurt so many times