Downloaded a game i don't even fucking like just because i wanted to play it with someone and he told me he wouldn't recommend it because it'll piss me off and fuck with my mental health like, it was pretty fucking obvious i only downloaded that shit for u
same day on repeat slow hours under me
no tears left to fall just a weight that fills it all
i don't feel it, but it stays
darkness in my chest lays awake, won't let me rest, i go quiet in my hะตad, darkness tucks me in instead