do you ever think about how he now cries over how crazy it is to be alive while working on numerous sets as an emmy-nominated actor and living out the dreams he’s had since childhood
feeling very weird about how Connor’s role in HR constantly gets reduced to his body and hair. As Rachel and Jacob said, Connor IS Ilya, regardless of which look and costume they choose. The most important thing should be that his talent and acting will further elevate Ilya’s arc
@gaynorstorrie “oh i’m nauseous” yeah watching your entire perception of connor hinge on whether he looks and behaves exactly how you want him to is making me nauseous too
i still think about this article every so often. connor’s portrayal of ilya means so much to queer people in places where their existence is still deemed a crime, and with April X they finally have the chance to openly celebrate his work as an actor
I think it’s pretty cool that an actor who rose to fame by playing a bisexual character is having his film premiere in a deeply homophobic country like there’s sooo much buzz for april x in russia
i adore how connor communicates ilya’s emotional journey entirely through his eyes. he was just a scared boy realising that maybe the life he thought was impossible for him wasn’t so impossible after all :(
@purestconnie on my life i did, my train got stranded without AC for 4 hours during the heatwave and i thought this was about to be my last contribution to concareer ever