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170cm + 14yo
vegan / vegetarian
virtual diary
bp-an / bn

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

when i remember binge urges are just urges and i dont have to act on them

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

this was my worst binge because literally none of it digested and i could not purge any of it , even the morning after it didnt digest and i ended up puking involuntarily

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

it's daily atp :(

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

ate 53 calories over my limit why tf am i panicking

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

i really want to try these omfg

[saanjh 🔮 @dontcrysaanjh]

how it feels to have a binge problem when everyone on edtwt seems to have anorexia

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

im so fucking hungry

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

another new layout ... dont forget me

[aurélia @bbyangelialuv]

the world would genuinely be a better place if chocolate bars came in normal human sizes instead of being 500 calories or nothing

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

i think i mightve eaten a bit over my calorie limit but i had tones of extra calories left over from yesterday anyway , i know im probably being paranoid but i cant help myself worrying

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

i dont think ive gone a single day without at least 10k steps since i started tracking them , i am so disgusting omggg

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

the only good thing football has ever given to me is the 500ml diet coke can 🤤

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

i hate how good it feels to eat <500c

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

the concept of washing a wind relief pill with soda

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

i love sugar free soda , ill take all the chemicals if you take all the calories

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

tbf this week wasnt even that bad , maybe very mild weight loss , but next week i will try to do better

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

got the goods

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

@albyoverdose cookies and ice cream 🥰

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

@albyoverdose thanks angel 💗

[🧁 @cupcaikz]

ughhh ate a whole pizza and couldnt purge ... its not like i ate over maintanance either but i just feel so disgusting and fat and polluted :(