sev 𖦹

a selfish machine ☆ the worst bulimic 🦋٠࣪⭑꩜.ᐟ sw: bmi 32.2 → cw: bmi 17.5

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

@kyuukurari_n i do nottt look bmi 14 ty tho😭 to be fair im 6ft tall (184cm) so my weight is distributed differently!! i was around bmi 18.1 in second pic + very hunched over

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

bmi 19s vs bmi 18s
my back looks so weird ingnore bruises

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

my shift tmrw is 10am - 9:30pm🫩 just finished marinating gochujang chicken for my omad on my break. gonna have that with steamed veggies😝

praying ill just go to bed after work and not b/p at midnight🤞🏾

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

@wiiltedviolets thank you!! 🫶🏾😌

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

caved and bought a bunch of shit waiting for mom to leave the kitchen💔

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

feeling full always triggers b/p urges even if its low cal thats why I HATE VOLUME EATING

had 345cal omad of straight veggies and fruits but now im so full and visually bloated and i wanna b/p

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

going from obese to underweight is cool till you have loose skin and stretch marks that wont go away🫩

[francis forever 𒉭 @aurextee]

edtt ⭐️🪽 larpers are probably more disordered than me atp

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

"im fat, ill look better -2kg"

*-2kg*

"im still fat. ill look better -2kg"

*-2kg*

"im still fat. ill look better -2kg"

-2kg*

"im still fat. ill look better -2kg"

*-2kg*

"im still fat. ill look better -2kg"

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

feeling full always triggers b/p urges even if its low cal thats why I HATE VOLUME EATING

had 345cal omad of straight veggies and fruits but now im so full and visually bloated and i wanna b/p

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

128.5lbs / bmi 17.2 but i took lax last night so its prob water weight💔💔 counting this weigh in as 130lbs so ig we'll see real weight tmrw

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

need to return my library books + get my steps in but i still have lax in my system and im scared to leave the house🫩

last time this happend i ended up in a tim hortons washroom for 20 min and this guy that was waiting gave me a side eye💔

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

i feel like my scale is wrong or my floor is uneven ugh

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

im eating dis order

[‏ًً @inpoesie]

quiero tener 17 otra vez y arruinar mi vida de otra manera

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

i touch my face a lot and i hate having to be so careful and delicate to not smudge it

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

i like the way i look wearing makeup but i hate the feeling of having it on and the process of taking it off.

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

just huge

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

no b/p today but didnt track cals

throughout the day had 1 banana, handful of grapes, 3 mandarins, bowl of edamame, bowl of watermelon

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

reached my gw of 130lbs this morning and i dont even feel happy or proud. road to 120 starts now ig

[sev 𖦹 @cupidsevyn]

lunch 78g protein 27g fibre